Inner Voices

I don’t think there’s any number of movies, songs, videos, or books that describe how bad a friendship breakup just hurts you. We’ve all seen relationship breakups because that’s the most talked about and people think that’s the worst that could ever happen. But just imagine you meet a person on the daily, you share your life with them, you go through ups and downs with, explore new places, they become a part of your routine and somehow one day it all ends. This one breakup leads to so many changed behavior and thoughts. This one person is someone who gave the word “friendship” a new meaning and you won’t find it in anyone else. You constantly think about the time when it went all wrong. You are upset, angry, and anxious because they were a crucial part and suddenly there’s a big hole in your life. It’s a bitter feeling of letting go of them because you thought of them as your ride or die. You have come to end with the fact that you both are going on different paths now and that you wo...

Why is it so hard? Why does it get so lonely? How do I make myself believe there’s love in this world after I ended up losing everything because of it? When you see the world in someone’s eyes, how do you go back to seeing them normally? If I could go back in time and not bump into you, I’d do it. If I could change things, I’d have. You see, we human beings end up giving someone so much. We don’t think twice before giving the love we have to ourselves. We end up making big decisions just to make someone so happy only for them to leave right after. I feel everyone deserves to get the type of love they give. The wholesome, cliché, and little dramatic type of love. The magical eyes, soothing voice, the patting on your head while you are asleep on their lap, you deserve it all. We give so much at times that we forget we are draining ourselves of it. We crave the love we give, yet settle for so much less than what we deserve. It’s a little scary to me that we never know what someone’s real ...

We all might have experienced this lockdown in a million different ways. For some it might have been calm to the storm but for other's it might have been like a leech that's sucking everything out of them. As the novel corona virus gushed into the world, everything went upside down. People, the places, the economy and anything that you can point on has had some of the major changes it hasn't had in the past 21 years. Most importantly the effect that this virus has had on our lives is impeccable. While some of us had the best time of our lives in the house lockdown the others were dealing with their own issues. A major effect of this lockdown has been on the teenagers and the working class people. With the onset of the pandemic we could see mental health warning signs throughout the population. The pandemic had an adverse effect on our mental health issues, fear of isolation and the fear of being caught by the virus. Researchers compared the studies of the past pandemic and ...

Fall in love with yourself before you fall in love with someone else. Get comfortable with all your scars, pimple marks, skin colour. Fall in love with the way you do things and the way you think about someone rather than falling in love with other's actions and words. Fall in love with yourself because self love is most important. Take care of yourself like you'd take care of someone you love. Feed yourself your favourite food, drink loads of water, be happy and do whatever that makes your heart happy. If you scared of scary movies and still wanna watch them go ahead, romantic movies are too cliche for you and at times you love them don't be scared to watch them. You feel like crying at times over a ex that left you like years ago, go ahead cry and let it out. If you love going on solo trips go on, enjoy your life alone because we've got only one life. Treat yourself like a person you love and see the changes you have in yourself. If you wanna drink beer and have 2/4 ...

Stop going back to things that ache your heart. I know you'll crave their sight, their touch, their eye contacts but stop remembering that. Some times some things hurt you and you can't even express them in words. The more you try to go away from it, the more it tries to come close to you. The more you see their pictures, their videos the more you crave for their pleasing fake words. I know they've played an important role in your life a while back but now they've moved on and so do you need too. I know they made you fall for their pleasing words and then left. It's alright. Things happen. People make you fall in love and then leave you broken. So just stop seeing them or stalking them anywhere and move on and just live life like you did before you ever started craving for them. Leaving is an human tendency. People make you fall in love and then make you fall apart like they never had feelings for you. So just go on and block their craving and their every memory. I...

Hey you, yes you are beautiful. I'm not joking or saying it in a sarcastic way. You are freaking beautiful. Your wrinkles, your birth marks, your stretch marks everything is beautiful in a way. Every scare on your body has a deep story behind it and no one has an idea how bad it is. It's okay if people tease you just because you have a dark complexion, just ignore and move on. If you are dark or white, you are beautiful in your own way. Don't hide your beautiful skin under layers of make-up. Be bold enough to confront people who talk shit about your skin or your beautiful marks. Eat chocolates as much as you like. Eat whatever you want to eat and don't starve yourself for someone who calls You fat. Though you know what actually makes people beautiful? It's their heart. If you have a heart of gold and you can keep people happy around you, than why do you even care about your looks? Looks is just eye pleasing, heart is mind pleasing. Remember imperfection is beautifu...

You're going to be sad and that's absolutely okay. You're going to want to scream and punch things. Do it. Let out every anger you ever had. If you feel like crying, sit on the floor for a while cry until you feel good. Listen to the songs that make you sink to your feet. Write about everything that makes you angry about a person in a paper and crumble it. Every person that has hurt you, ignored you or made you cry just write the reason on a paper and crumble it or burn it. Throw your hairbrush at the wall. If that reduces your pain do it hundred times. Do it until it makes you feel alive again. You're going to be sad. You will want to hurt yourself. Don't you dare do it. Don't hurt yourself for someone else. Listen to songs that make you wanna dance at night in your pyjamas. Sit and watch cartoons like a 2year old kid. Stand in front of the mirror after doing everything that makes you feel calm and say *I'm worth it*. Say it until you feel alive again. It...

Sometimes it's hard to let go. Some memories don't fade. Some touches are never forgotten. Some eye shines are never faded. Some song lyrics still make you want them. Some dates still make you cry, while some make you smile. Some nights you stare the sky, while on others you lock yourself in your room away from the light. Some days you need a special hug from them and some days you wanna shoot them with a gun. Some corners take you to the time spent there while other's make you cry. Some gift were so precious while other's were just "gifts". Some nights you just wanna cuddle and sleep, while on some you sleepless. Some words make you your day while other words are not that worth. There are so many "some" that make you miss one person. Some people, places, time, dates and things can never be replaced you just get too okay with the fact that they ain't in your life. That person is just someone who teaches you important lesson that you need to reme...

You know sometimes some people dont fall for you like you do for them. Falling for a wrong person isn't a crime, it's just a way of our heart to tell us that it can love. It's weird how we are ready to give up everything for them and they don't even notice us. They are so much into their world and their loved once that they don't even notice there's someone who's loving them more than they love anyone else in this world. But you know it's okay to love someone more than anything else atleast you know that you can love someone. We always love people who don't value us and when there's someone who finally values us, we ignore them. But one thing that's wrong is we expect them to love us back, even when we know they love someone else. It's okay to fall for wrong people but it's not okay to give up on everything else for them. It's just that we shouldn't get influenced by their outter side, let them show you who they are and then ...

It's so hard to unlove. Even the slightest thought of unloving the person you love threatens us. It would take us our life if we want to unlove a person. But then some people  are meant to be unloved but then you are so much attached to them that going away makes you sad. That person gives you so many memories that every time you miss them you just lay down, close your eyes and go back to the time you had that person. Unloving becomes hard when you've spend most of your day time with them and then they suddenly vanish and you have nothing but their touch and some beautiful memories. Their smell, their voice, their habits, their behaviour, their hugs everything is so comforting that you barely can unlove that person. Even if we try a thousand times to unlove that person we've one reason to love them again. So many times we feel like texting that person but circumstances are so bad that you ain't suppose to text that person. You've so much of that person in your hear...

Why do we always seem to be sad or depressed and lonely? Why not start being positive and happy and chubby. I know we have so many problems in our life but being happy shouldn't be one. Find things that make you happy. Find people or surround your self with people who make you smile like no one else does. Find souls that keep you happy. Try and avoid overthinking, i know you can't but try atleast. If you depressed talk to someone and let your heart out and then if you feel like crying, just cry. Do not think that I'm guy and i can't cry in front of someone, just cry and let all the depression go away with those tears.  One beautiful thing about crying is that you feel so good after it. You just feel like you left away all the pain you ever had and starting new. Be healthy and be positive. Spread good vibes and just keep smiling. Start your day with something good and do not be sad about small things. We all have to deal with some bad things sometimes but does that mean...

Sometimes letting go someone is so hard but then you've to let them go. For a while you feel weak but then you know it was for your good. But letting go that one person you loved the most is hard. You get thousands of thoughts when they leaving. You wanna make them stay but the circumstances doesn't. Everything has a time limit and after a while they go away but then you wish some people never go. Some people give you so many memories that saying goodbye to them is hard. But then one thing we need to understand is let them go. Things, people, surroundings, everything's gonna change in a while and you need to go with the flow. Not everyone is meant to be in your life forever. Let them go maybe you'll find someone even more better then them. If people wanna go just let them free because how much ever you stop then they won't think about you, so let them go.  I know letting go isn't easy but some people aren't worth to stay in your life, let them go and be ha...

Heartbreaks? Everyone reading this has gone through one isn't it? Isn't every lover here on this planet gone through one heartbreak atleast? Never? Then you just a kid. Heartbreaks are actually very depressing. It ruins you and even the people around you. Massive heartbreaks? Then done, people try commit suicide as if that was the only person alive on this planet. You know why are heartbreaks so depressing? It's because someone you loved has left. That one person in your life who meant the world to you left. Even if it's suddenly or intentionally or any other reason but they left. Maybe left you for someone better or left you because they thought you can get someone better. Heartbreaks actually make you feel lonely. It makes you feel like there's no home. It makes you feel like you have no one to take care of. I know how it feels but you know what do we do to over come heartbreaks? We go back to that same person and let them break our hearts again. There's one ...

Forever? This word people use it so offen.  To give commitment to someone they love. But forever is nothing but just a word without meaning for the once who use it and don't follow its meaning. People give you hope of forever and then leave you in middle. Do you even have an idea what forever is? I swear no one has. Forever is only maintained by our parents, and the one's who love you and give you hopes for forever are just fake. Maybe some ain't but most of them are. You never know if your partner is just using you over something or is really in love with you. Everyone gives you hopes for forever you don't know who's gonna truly mean it. I've seen thousands of people broken just because their partner left even though they said they'll be with them forever.  Everyone takes this as a joke. No one actually is worth for forever rather than your parents. Once you understand the meaning of 'Forever' you start trying to be someone's forever or you jus...

Wait for things to get better. Wait because it'll be fine. Sooner or later everything's gonna be perfect and you'll be praising this life, you'll thank god for it. Have patiences and be calm, put your seat belts because life's gonna be a heck full of dangerous rides. You'll be scared but you'll go through it. You won't be willing to be in this bad life roller coster but you have no other option you have to be here. Life gives you options but you always end up choosing the wrong one isn't it? And then sit and blame yourself for everything thats happening and then give up on yourself. One thing to be noted is "Do not give up". Do not. Do not ever give up on yourself, it's okay if you give up on someone else but do no give up on yourself. Never ever. Giving up on yourself makes you weak, makes you think that you are unwanted. Start thinking good things about yourself. Start from calling yourself beautiful and see how everything changes.