I don’t think there’s any number of movies, songs, videos, or books that describe how bad a friendship breakup just hurts you. We’ve all seen relationship breakups because that’s the most talked about and people think that’s the worst that could ever happen. But just imagine you meet a person on the daily, you share your life with them, you go through ups and downs with, explore new places, they become a part of your routine and somehow one day it all ends. This one breakup leads to so many changed behavior and thoughts. This one person is someone who gave the word “friendship” a new meaning and you won’t find it in anyone else. You constantly think about the time when it went all wrong. You are upset, angry, and anxious because they were a crucial part and suddenly there’s a big hole in your life. It’s a bitter feeling of letting go of them because you thought of them as your ride or die. You have come to end with the fact that you both are going on different paths now and that you wo...
Why is it so hard? Why does it get so lonely? How do I make myself believe there’s love in this world after I ended up losing everything because of it? When you see the world in someone’s eyes, how do you go back to seeing them normally? If I could go back in time and not bump into you, I’d do it. If I could change things, I’d have. You see, we human beings end up giving someone so much. We don’t think twice before giving the love we have to ourselves. We end up making big decisions just to make someone so happy only for them to leave right after. I feel everyone deserves to get the type of love they give. The wholesome, cliché, and little dramatic type of love. The magical eyes, soothing voice, the patting on your head while you are asleep on their lap, you deserve it all. We give so much at times that we forget we are draining ourselves of it. We crave the love we give, yet settle for so much less than what we deserve. It’s a little scary to me that we never know what someone’s real ...